The Wake Up I've Been Waiting For!

In two hours, I'll be sitting at the courthouse waiting for my final hearing to put my case to rest!

I have many mixed emotions this morning. The biggest is fear that something isn't going to go exactly right and the hearing will be postponed. If that is the case, that is torturous!

I'm ready to be done. I'm ready to move on. Things in my life are the best they have ever been. I'm a single mom and I'm doing it just fine!

I just have this aching feeling like the SW didn't get the paperwork in. If I arrive and there isn't a report, that will be a confirmation of my biggest fear. Then will my ex be transported from jail and if he's not, will they continue the case? Did my daughters dad REALLY talk to his lawyers? Afterall, I can't call him today as his phone is out of service.

So there's a lot of little things that could not go in my favor but I also hope and pray that the work that needs to be done has been so I can walk away from this and begin to fully move past the last 18 months!