He sounded wierd!
My ex called after I left him 2 messages today and my son left Messages on Saturday and Sunday. He called back saying that he had been sick...sinus infection. He also said that his car broke down.
I asked about that last week....
His last car was impounded and alot of his stuff remains where he was living. The car he has now he said he paid $1000 down and is making payments on the remaining $4000. He said he wanted a reliable car and I laughed because he indicated his starter went out.
There was something very strange about the conversation. He was very hard to hear and he was trying to muster up coughs whenever I asked about how he was feeling. I generally believe that he's loaded but he must not be using rigs (needles) otherwise he would be "gone!" He also could be using something else...heroin. I don't know. I do care however because I feel I need to guard my son.
I need to guard my son? How fucked up is that? That just sounds soo fucking pathetic when it comes to guarding your child from their parent. But, it happened to me. My kids were guarded from me but I also put the situation into perspective and I overcame myself and life is TEN THOUSAND times better!
I still honestly believe he was loaded on the phone. I find it hard to believe a sinus infection would keep him away for three days from returning his son's call when he spoke to him the first time Wednesday after 4 full months of ZERO contact.
But, that's me thinking...who the fuck knows what rattles around inside his empty cage!
I asked about that last week....
His last car was impounded and alot of his stuff remains where he was living. The car he has now he said he paid $1000 down and is making payments on the remaining $4000. He said he wanted a reliable car and I laughed because he indicated his starter went out.
There was something very strange about the conversation. He was very hard to hear and he was trying to muster up coughs whenever I asked about how he was feeling. I generally believe that he's loaded but he must not be using rigs (needles) otherwise he would be "gone!" He also could be using something else...heroin. I don't know. I do care however because I feel I need to guard my son.
I need to guard my son? How fucked up is that? That just sounds soo fucking pathetic when it comes to guarding your child from their parent. But, it happened to me. My kids were guarded from me but I also put the situation into perspective and I overcame myself and life is TEN THOUSAND times better!
I still honestly believe he was loaded on the phone. I find it hard to believe a sinus infection would keep him away for three days from returning his son's call when he spoke to him the first time Wednesday after 4 full months of ZERO contact.
But, that's me thinking...who the fuck knows what rattles around inside his empty cage!
posted by Mom of Two Cubs | 11:34 PM
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