Ring Ring (no one answered!!!)

Lastnight he called three times and I decided that I'm not going to talk to him so I let it go to voicemail. It was hard to do that....and I'm not biologically a huge bitch, but at this point, I don't have the time or the energy to deal with his bullshit.

My life is happy and uncomplicated when he's out of it. After the conversation I had a week ago wednesday, allowing a call, and then three of my son's initiated calls went unreturned, then it proves to me that I was premature in my allowing contact.

I have told him to concentrate on himself and that is what is going to happen. My son isn't a pawn and talking with his dad has to be good for my son. Waiting for phone calls to be returned isn't good for my son.

By the third call, he was doing the "Hello hello hello" into the voicemail only its a computer kind so I can't actually hear the message!! There was a bit of iritation that we weren't at his beckon call. And we won't be anymore. Sorry but that's just the way it has to be!