Update on DS's Dad

Well, I had it out with the EX yesterday over child support.  His employer is holding it and I asked last Friday that he call and he only got around to it yesterday. He doesn’t feel he really needs to do anything because he worked to put the garnishment in place. 

 

I’m having a hard time with Both Dad’s and I’m starting to feel my moods slipping. I’m cold, tired and not feeling well. I want a simple life full of financial security. I have expressed this fear to my mother and she wants to throw out Gift Certificates at me and clothes for a family reunion. I don’t want that. I want help with my kids.  I have them both in private school.  Who am I fooling. I think its time to move to public school and look at making some major sacrifices like that.

 

I’m in dire need of cash. January’s Commissions look way better but I’m really scared that something bad is going to happen before…I can’t stand it….its starting to break me but I have to stop it.  I need peace in my life. I really do and I’m washing my hands of these losers and focusing on the here and now…and my new life that I’m developing with my boyfriend who my kids love and adore.

 

Life is okay – its not great…but its good!