relapse confirmed & no phone call

My ex is with my son now and I feel sick to my stomache. As he walked back to his car after buckling in my son he proudly announced "I have the same cleandate as my birthday and I'm keeping it!"

I turned, in stock, and said "really, well bring my son back alive otherwise I will hunt you down and kill you" and I turned and walked back to my car. I was soo pissed that I walked to where I normally park it even though I was standing beside it.

Now I'm worried I made the wrong decision in him going with him. But I could not pull my son back out of that car and disappoint him. My God......I'm on edge and I feel horrible.

Regarding the no phone call - DD's dad didn't call for the visit and well, that's really all there is to report on that. Disappointment to say the least.